I’m pretty proud of myself. I haven’t given up on this weight loss challenge yet. I feel myself wanting to quit though. I. Just. Can’t. 8 more days. I’m so close and I can’t let my team down. Although we might not win, at least they will know I tried my best. And I know they did too. I’ve lost 11 pounds. I’m pretty sure if I give up now and let it be a free for all, I could seriously reverse all of my hard work.
Work has been so stressful lately. Today was really bad. I went down to the vending machine to get a diet Pepsi. I had $5 in my pocket. Bad move. I knew I should’ve only brought the correct amount for the pop. I stood there staring at the machine and contemplated. They had Kind bars. That’s healthy right? But I wasn’t hungry and I didn’t need to eat the extra 200 calories. There was a co-worker waiting to use the machine. I bolted with only my diet Pepsi in hand. Success.
The other problem with today is I didn’t work out so i didn’t have extra calories. I was up in time, but I knew I needed a rest day from the treadmill. My legs were really sore.
Yesterday, my co-worker and teammate brought me a dark chocolate Nutella truffle. I allotted for the calories and enjoyed every last bite.
And I feel like having a random throw back Tuesday (since it’s not Thursday) photo. Look at this face! Oh how she’s grown!